New rider here and have some concerns.

I’m a new rider I have a Honda shadow vt750c2 and I want to start going slower on my bike and don’t want to split lanes as much. The reason being is because I find it safer to go slower and go with the flow of traffic. I started riding summer 2019 and have ridden mostly every single day since then except when I was working on my bike. I read a lot of things online about accidents and stuff and I realize I’m just human and could be rag dolled at anytime. I like coming home to my family and my mom bought me my second bike. <3 I also want to build a chopper. I’ve been riding like an asshole lately and I want to stop. I love riding it’s been really fun working on my bike and going to the mountains but I want to live. Am I getting paranoid and being OCD? Any advice on riding safer? via /r/motorcycles https://www.reddit.com/r/motorcycles/comments/fp7lrz/new_rider_here_and_have_some_concerns/?utm_source=ifttt