First motorcycle jitters and fear.

Hello everyone one. Today I attempted to pick up and ride home my new ktm rc 390. I tried to ride around in the parking lot but It was to much for me. I was super nervous , bike was flying out from under me, I was accidentally pulling the throttle like crazy. It was a mess. I went back inside and asked for it to be delivered to my house. Cost me 150$ :( but my bike is home. I’m scared to ride it , I’m going to try riding around my neighborhood tomorrow. Any tips?I’ve been really stressed out. I just want to be able to control it and practice. I’m going to read over the manual and get settled in with my new purchase. Also I bought new gloves , helmet and jacket all in one day. It was very overwhelming so any advice would be very much appreciated. via /r/motorcycles https://www.reddit.com/r/motorcycles/comments/f0macr/first_motorcycle_jitters_and_fear/?utm_source=ifttt